How can you truly appreciate the beauty of life if you have never seen its dark side?! 
 Every day I sit with my soul to see a wound that is still open till present. Some people have tried to heal it with their magical touches, as they think.. I felt at that moment that I had known her since forever; She was the angel that I've been waiting for, for many years. 
 Her spirit attracted me , and she asked me to approach and please her, No matter what happens, we must not care about what the future holds for us, but rather care about the present that we are living in now, At that moment, I wanted to hold her hand and call her, and admit that I was wrong and coward that time Because I wanted her to be by my side, and I was afraid of that relationship.

Oh my dear, how stubborn you are in this life in many matters, For these reasons, I adore you and  I love you, I wish that you would always be close to me. 
 It raise my hopes up, and my heart was flying with joy, and my soul... Oh, my dear soul, how tired I was of that relationship and of those wonderful feelings! 
Now she is ready for that eternal union.